Thanks guys - just nice knowing others feel the same. I'll definately stick to my plan of 16 -20 weeks off and just concentrate on the positives like I got a nice set of bollocks growing back!!..

Hi Rokker.

First off, if you're getting testes atrophy you should really be treating this with HCG during cycle..

I think all BBer's have similar mental issues when off cycle. We're all affraid of looking.......well, "normal" but you have to realize your health is important too. Take some time to catch up with friends and family have a few beers, there's more to life than rice crackers and tune fish...

The sh1tty feelings can also be related to the hormonal imbalance when you come off, it's like a mini menopause. I would advise you to use something like Biotests Tribex or Alpha Male in the meantime to get your test levels back up naturally, some nolv or arim wouldn't harm either..

If arim one every 2 or 3 days would help...